Sunset Boulevard: Articles & Reviews

Broadway's Norma Desmond Takes Our Readers on a Special Backstage Adventure

By Paul Wontorek
Upstage Magazine
Jan/Feb 1996, Vol. 1, Issue 1



Andrew Lloyd Webber, that master of marketing, certainly dreamt up a goldmine in "As If We Never Said Goodbye." The song, which expresses Norma Desmond's fear and excitement upon her return to the Paramount studio in Sunset Boulevard, has found much crossover success. In fact, at the rate that it's being recorded, it may outdo "Memory" as his most recorded song. The lyrics, particularly "I've come home at last," are the perfect embodiment of what a returning diva wants to say to an audience. On a Tuesday early last July, the song took on a special meaning for one of our treasured divas, Betty Buckley. I feel lucky to have been there.

Betty hadn't performed on a Broadway stage since her short, but acclaimed, turn as Margaret White in the failed musicalization of Stephen King's Carrie. She had been away for too long. "We taught the world new ways to dream," she sang, her voice soaring far beyond the last row of the mezzanine. The applause was deafening. Betty was crying, the actors around her were crying, the audience was crying and I was crying. We were all overjoyed. Sunset had been reborn and Betty was back.

 Betty and Paul playing in Central Park (photo by Deborah Lopez)

I had met Betty a week prior to interview her for TheaterWeek. We hit it off. She was funny, gracious and full of stories in other words, the perfect interview. When we were early in preparation for Upstage, Betty's name came up early on as a potential cover story for two main reasons. First of all, she seems like the perfect embodiment of a New York stage actress. She lives in the city and has consistently brightened the New York stage. Now, she's creating magic eight times a week at the Minskoff. If you haven't been back to see Sunset Boulevard with Betty Buckley, then you haven't seen Sunset Boulevard.

Betty happily agreed to be a part of our premiere issue. What was to be a one-hour interview turned into a full evening in the backstage life of Betty Buckley. So what follows is a journal of that night:

6:02 P.M.
Minskoff Theatre, Betty's dressing room

I meet Ian Rand, Betty's publicist, outside the stage door of the Minskoff. We chose to do the interview on a Friday because Ian told me that it is a "perfect time." On Fridays, Betty arrives early at the theater for a manicure and pedicure and enjoys her few weekly hours of relaxation. When we enter the stage-level dressing room, Betty is sitting on the couch, with one foot in the hands of Lily, her manicurist. She is talking to another woman, who stands with her back to the door. When she sees us, Betty smiles and introduces her visitor, Linda Blair.

After I get over the shock that I'm meeting the woman who terrified me many times as a child with her work in "The Exorcist," I shake her hand. She met Betty through Jose Eber, their mutual friend and hairstylist. Betty agreed to pose for a new calendar that Linda is organizing for the ethical treatment of animals. Linda shows me a slide of Betty surrounded by her three shih-tzus: Bridget, Jesse and Gemma. Bridget may be familiar to theater audiences, as she appeared with Betty in "The Mystery of Edwin Drood." Jesse is Bridget's daughter. And Gemma was purchased in England, as Betty couldn't bring the others with her. All three look the same to me. Betty tells me that Gemma tends to be a little frisky. Betty's assistant Susan Garvey always brings the dogs to the dressing room each night and the dog toys scattered on the floor are proof.

6:44 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, BETTY'S DRESSING ROOM

The company has left and Betty puts her feet up for our interview. Along the back of the couch on which she sits are stuffed monkeys. They are gifts she has received from people who ran with the monkey theme in the show. Three are from Central Park West stud John Barrowman, her co-star from London. Another is from a writer at Playbill. And a creepy rubber one bounces from a string above her head. I finally have the opportunity to ask her about that first New York performance that I attended.

What was that like for you?

I didn't know what to expect. I was under a lot of pressure, knowing I was about to be going through this whole comparison thing. That was the worse part of it, just knowing that I had to go through all this stuff, even though it was not natural to the job. The job is to just play the part. That first night was just such a gift. I came back after the first scene practically hyperventilating, just gasping for breath. The energy was so intense. I felt like I was literally swimming under water through the densest love I've ever... I've never felt so engulfed by so much love in my life. I was caught between two things, thinking "You've got to take this in for all its worth, because it may never happen again. Ever. In your whole life." But at the same time, it was like "Do your job." And then my opening night... I thought, "Nothing could be like that first night." And I just told myself "Don't ever expect this again. It's just one of those rare, incredible times in the theatre." It was a gift. For everybody, not just for me. I mean, that's why I go to theatre. I'm always looking for a night like that from another artist. For people to make that kind of connection. That's really the purpose of theatre, for everyone to be so willing to connect like that is such a great feeling. So I really didn't expect it to happen again and then my opening night was very similar. It was amazing.

That first night, I was behind this guy, who must have been a Betty Buckley freak. He had this glossy picture of you that he was clutching... he had flowers that he threw up to you later... he was lip synching the whole show while it was happening. He was just freaking out!

(She laughs) I have a dream for the show. That first night, it really felt possible that my dream for the show could happen.

What's the dream? For it to become some sort of Rocky Horror Picture Show phenomon, where people come dressed as the characters with props and say the lines with me. I would just love that!

Well, that guy was doing it.

I would love for that to happen all the time.

At those ticket prices, don't expect it.

I know, but wouldn't it be great?

It'd be funny. A lot of Norma drag queens...

And they'd all be saying "I am big. It's the pictures got small." (she laughs)

Have you experienced any crazy Norma Desmond fans after the show?

That hasn't happened. There are a lot of people waiting after the show, though. That's really nice. Some are Abby Bradford fans seeing me play Norma Desmond.

Still?

Well, there's a lot of different kinds of people. I've got a chat group on the Internet and I've got these great fans. It's really sweet. They found out I really like chocolate, so they send me chocolate. I'm like, "Please don't send me any more chocolate. I'll get too fat!"

So do you go online and talk to them?

I've gone on the official Playbill chat group twice and I went on just spontaneously with my chat group one Sunday night. (she laughs) It was really fun.

You just went on and said it was you?

We went on one night at intermission because they were on. I came back and Ian was typing for me. So I said "Hi" to them for about five minutes. And then another night I went on with my brother and my logon name was Abby Desmond!

Do they ask you anything freaky?

No. My fans are really nice people. (she laughs) So far.

7:10 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, BETTY'S DRESSING ROOM

Betty is now curled up in a velvety blankey. The lights are dimmed and the atmosphere is worlds away from the madness of Sunset Boulevard. She sips a cappuccino that Lisa Feay, her office manager, brings by. The dogs have arrived, but are napping in the adjoining greeting room.

Do you feel the need to be serene before the show?

Yeah, I meditate right before I go on.

But don't you get crazy during the show?

No, I never get crazy. I meditate through the show.

Really?

Yeah

Betty at home (photo by Deborah Lopez)

While you're doing it?

I do a little ritual preparation and then I meditate right before I go on. Then I try to stay in that focus while I'm working, which allows the character to live her own life and Betty to get out of the way. I'm not Betty out there. I'm Norma. I have to get Betty's focus in a really deep place. If my focus is in a more superficial place, too much of me shows up. And I'm a worrier. It's like static on the TV screen. If I have a nice clear picture, my concentration needs to be very deep, which is what meditation does. It makes your concentration very one-pointed. So each thing Norma is doing is just what Norma is doing as opposed to Betty watching Norma performing Norma. It's hard to explain. Your mind is like a computer. I kind of create this Norma Desmond program which is all the information that my mind can collect about Norma Desmond. From the script, what the director says, from the research I've done. The books I've read, the movies I've watched. Then that program exists and I meditate to go down to a clear slate and I punch up the Norma program and I allow my lifeforce to live through the Norma Desmond program. It's almost like switching the computer and the program runs and I show up. (she laughs) My dresser, Jim Nadeaux, calls it the "Norma Ride."

I once read that you call yourself a Christian Buddhist. Is that right?

I meant that as a loose term. I'm a student of world religions. I've studied many world religions and the philosophy of "oneness." That's basically it. I believe in the teachings of Christ and I also was a student of Zen Buddhism, Eastern Philosophy and Siddha Yoga. My belief is basically an Eastern Philosophy approach to the teachings of Christ. It's all the same information. It's pretty basic. It's not the Magical Mystical Tour or anything. (she laughs)

I get intimidated when I hear phrases like that.

Like what?

Like Christian Buddhist.

Well, it's just a belief of trying to live in harmony and respect for all beings. That's all. Believing that every life deserves complete respect. It's simple. There is a mystical tradition that goes beyond a conceptual or intellectual idea to something that you realize. When you meditate, you focus on one idea. And you repeat this focus over and over until your mind becomes immersed in it. Once the mind is immersed, it becomes still. Right now, the waking mind is like a busy bee. Its main purpose is survival. We live in a complicated society so the mind is working overtime. We're all pretty stressed out.

How long have you been meditating?

Since I was about 24. So, 24 years now.

So you think it's made you a better actress?

Oh, no question. I was a pretty average actress and because of meditation I became a pretty good actress. It's the key to everything good that I know.

7:51 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, BETTY'S DRESSING ROOM

I hear Alan Campbell doing scales through the common wall between his dressing room and Betty's. Bridget, Jesse and Gemma are still chilling out on the couch in the adjoining room. And Betty is sitting before her make-up table, applying her make-up. Her Broadway make-up design is much different than what she wore in London or Glenn Close wore here. The raccoon eyes are gone, as are the clown lips. Instead of Norma being scary, the new Norma is, well, beautiful and glamorous. Dianne St. lames, who is in charge of wigs, has run the microphones from Betty's forehead to the battery packs, which sit in biker pants along Betty's thigh. She is tucking Betty's hair under a wig cap.

"In Cats," Betty says, "I got my makeup and costume time down to nine minutes flat. No one believed that I could do it. Even in the cold of winter, I could get off all my clothes and into costumes and makeup in nine minutes." She laughs, as she applies her lipstick. "People bet against us so my dresser and I won a bunch of money!"

The voice of a stage manager is heard over the intercom. "Five minute call'" he says. Betty seems remarkably calm, as she rushes through her routine. Her dresser, Tim, tells me about some of the quick changes for which he is responsible in the wings. "The quickest is actually going into the Paramount car," he says, "Because of the type of clothing. But the succession of the Joan of Arc, the leopard and the red 'Lady's Paying.' Those three are..." He snaps his finger quickly three times. "Real close together." Betty agrees with him. "Those are the most intense pressures," she says. "They're like the pit crew in a high speed car race. They just push me back out onstage."

The voice of the stage manager is heard again. "Places for Act One, please." Betty begins to look around the room for something. "Where are my cough drops?" she asks km. "Oh, here they are." She smiles at me. "These keep me going," she says, holding up a small box of Ricola Pearls. Betty now has to head to the stage, where km will get her into her opening costume. All of Anthony Powell's elaborate costumes are kept at various points onstage, since there is no time to come back to the dressing room once Betty makes her first entrance. "My only time back here is after I put on my first costume," she says. "I come back for my meditation." We rush down the series of hallways that lead to the stage. Betty vocalizes by counting: "Mee, Nee, 1,2,3,4,5...Mee, Nee, 6,7,8,9,10... Mee, Nee, 11,12,13,14,15." As she heads towards the stage, I head to the house.

8:04 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, SOUND BOOTH

I watch the show with Cindy, the woman in charge of the complicated sound desk. As I take my seat in a swivel chair right behind her, I notice a blue computer screen to my right. On it are different rows of bar graphs. Under each pair of bars, which are constantly moving up and down, is a name. I recognize a bunch of the names as being cast members. "BRYAN," for example, must be Bryan Batt. Below someone named "RICH," it flashes ''LOW BATT." At the top of the screen' there is "NORMA1" and "NORMA2." Norma's white bars are to the top. As the overture begins, I ask Cindy what the screen shows her. She explains that when someone's microphones are within range of pick-up, the bars are full and white. If they're away from the stage, say in their dressing room, the bars are low and red. "Everyone's are white now," she explains," because they just did a mike check." As Cindy turns away to activate sound cues on her "Cadac," a screen on the other side of her, I stare transfixed at the blue screen. I suddenly feel like I have some kind of surveillance system over the cast of sunset Boulevard. I'll know if anyone goes to the bathroom. It's weird. Suddenly, I see the NORMA1 & 2 bars shakily making a descent, until they're nothing but red slivers. Betty must be meditating.

8:28 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, SOUND BOOTH

As Joe Gillis is being chased in his car by the two goons to whom he owes money, I notice NORMA1 & 2 reappearing. Cue 51 on Cindy's Cadac is approaching "You there!" is what the monitor says. It's time for Norma's entrance. There she is, high in the mansion, upstage left, making her descent. There is a healthy amount of applause for the arrival of Betty, but there is a feeling of "Prove it" in the air. She takes the monkey in her arms and begins her first number. Betty once told me that "Surrender" is her favorite Norma song. She certainly makes it her own. She beautifully builds it, starting softly and then breaking into her famous belt on "Let them send their armies. I will never bend." Of course, there is no break before "With One Look," which truly utilizes Betty's voice. By the end of that number, Betty has been onstage for maybe eight minutes and she has proven it to the crowd. They respond with a 33-second ovation, complete with screaming and "Bravo." Norma takes it all in, nods, and the applause dies down. Betty, as Norma, says "Now go!,' The audience laughs. Are you kidding? No way!

9:34 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, BACKSTAGE INTERMISSION

I meet Betty as she's coming offstage. "Hi," she says, as if we just saw each other on the street. As we head down the hallway to her dressing room, she introduces me to Alan Campbell, who is standing in his room, with Betty's lipstick smeared all over his face (they just finished the New Year's scene). We enter the dressing room "Well, what do you think?" Betty asks me, as she sits at her make-up table. "Oh, you're pretty good," I jokingly say, unable to put into words how good I really think she is. "Oh thanks," she says. I had expected to meet a bit of Norma at intermission, but Betty seems pretty normal. Surprisingly, she's ready to jump right into an interview with me. "No new questions?" she inquires, as she reapplies her lipstick. As Jesse (I think) jumps into my lap, I ask some stupid spur-of-the-moment questions. I find myself amazed at how beautiful the wig that she's wearing looks. "Paul Huntley made it," she says, "the best in the business." Betty asks me if I'd like to go to Orso's after the show. Of course. It's time to head back onstage. Betty slips into her Act Two kimono and heels. I tell her that her entrance "There's been a call" is one of my favorite parts. "That's my least favorite part," she responds promptly. "Those stairs are so dangerous."

10:39 P.M. MINSKOFF THEATRE, IN THE WINGS, STAGE LEFT

I'm standing just offstage watching the curtain call. As the orchestra swells with "As If We Never Said Goodbye," the actors take their bows. When Betty appears, the audience leaps to its feet. It's one of the most genuine reactions I've seen in a theatre in some time. The curtain drops and the actors suddenly run offstage. Betty stays center stage, as her Salome garb is removed. She comes towards me with someone. It's Bryan Batt, of Jeffrey fame, who understudies the part of Joe Gillis and went on for two weeks in the fall. "He was wonderful," Betty says. "You should do a story on him."

10:52 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, BETTY'S DRESSING ROOM

Betty vocalizes with a tape of her voice teacher as she takes off her make-up. "My teacher told me that with people who belt a lot or sing opera," she explains, "there's a lot of heat that's created in your vocal chords. So, you have to bring them back to normal. You have to warm it up before you go on and then bring them back down." I ask her if Sunset is the most vocally challenging show that she's done. "It's probably even with Carrie," she says. After the tape is finished, Betty puts on a CD of Brazillian music that she enjoys, and heads to the bathroom to take a shower. When she's gone, I realize how important her dressing room is. It's a safe haven, far from the bustle of backstage. You don't feel like you're in New York, let alone at the Minskoff. After she finishes her shower, Betty enters the greeting room off the dressing room to meet a group of friends visiting from Ireland. They loved the show, but had many questions about the plot. Betty ends up mediating a friendly debate about whether Joe really loves Norma or not.

11:25 P.M.
MINSKOFF THEATRE, STAGE DOOR

When we exit the stage door, a horde of anxious fans cheers. A doorman from the theatre takes Bridget, Jesse and Gemma to Betty's car, which is waiting on 45th Street. Betty begins to sign autographs and pose for pictures. I step aside and wait. Two women at the end of the line accost me. The bossier of the two is wearing a Sunset l-shirt and baseball cap and holding three items for Betty to autograph: a Playbill, a Sunset poster and a Sunset postcard. "Are you her bodyguard?" she inquires. "No,)) I respond, although there is a temporary temptation to put up the front of being in the security business. As Betty gets closer to finishing the line (and closer to my two new friends), the woman sporting the Sunset paraphenalia tells me that not everyone in the cast has been so good about signing things. "But Betty's a classy lady," she says. "A true class act."

12:44 A.M.
ORSO'S

When we first entered the restaurant, a woman sitting near the front noticed Betty right away. She jumps up and introduces herself. Apparently, she roomed with Betty and two other girls when they were all in their early twenties. Betty was starring in 1776 on Broadway at the time. Recently, this woman's grown daughter had tickets for Sunset and her mother told her to go backstage afterwards and introduce herself. She did. "She told me how nice you were to her," she said to Betty. Now, this woman is getting ready to leave so she comes to say goodbye. "It's so good to see you," she says. "We always knew that you'd be famous." Betty blushes. The woman pulls out a piece of paper with her name and phone number written on it. "I know that you won't give me your number now that you're so famous," she says, "but here's mine." Betty smiles and takes the pen from her. "Don't be silly," she says, handing the woman her phone number. A true class act.

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